• 30 Days of Confessions - Day 20

    Day 20: Blog Suggestion from Daddy: What Drew/Draws Me to Daddy. What Pet Names I Prefer. How  I Feel When Daddy Uses My Pet Names.

    What initially drew me to EW [four years ago] was His initiative. He emailed me on Plenty of Fish & He was so sweet. He was a perfect gentleman. He knew we lived several states away & we decided to be friends. We talked through text for a while but then communicationg got sparse & far between. I knew I had a friend in Him but I knew I couldn't have Him because I was 21 & not ready to move out of Wisconsin. Whenever I had a problem, I would call or text Him with it & He would help me through it. Then communication would stop for a while again. 
    August of 2011, I was in a rough spot in life & really needed a friend so, I called EW. I knew He could make me feel better. We started sexting & sending videos of us masturbating to each other & then went back to talking like normal like nothing had happened. Only the conversation was different. It was then when I found out EW loved me. We talked about me moving to Virginia again to be with Him but, at the time, I was a party girl and wanted to stay in Wisconsin still. I turned Him down. When I met Aaron in December of 2011, I kind of cut off most communication with Him. Once in a while He would text me & ask how I was doing, we would send a couple texts & the conversation would be over. In August of 2012, Aaron punched me in the face & almost too my life. I never told 
    EW. I didn't want Him to do anything drastic but I was thinking about calling Him. I never did. In September of 2012, I moved to Florida. I dated a couple of losers & finally, after about the fifth failed attempt at a relationship, I called EW. He calmed me down & told me what a beautiful, smart woman I was who just had a bad taste in men. He suggested I date Him [again.] I laughed & we talked for a few minutes then I got off the phone. I hopped on Facebook & I jokingly changed my relationship status to In A Relationship & his name. He text me as soon as I did it & He asked if we were really going to be together. I thought about it for a few minutes & finally said yes. That was the March 17th, 2013. We have been a happy healthy, long distance couple since. He was always there for me & made me feel amazing when I was at the lowest points in my life & felt like giving up. 

    What still draws me to EW is His whole demeanor. He tells me all the time that I am beautiful & that He loves me. He makes sure I am okay & worries about me. He genuinely shows me every day that He loves me even though we can't physically be together for eight more days. I am drawn to His eyes, His voice, His fun loving attitude, His IDGAF attitude, the way He smiles at me when I say or do something He likes. I think every day about being in His arms and snuggling up next to Him. We have only been together a little over a month but I really think He is my soul-mate. I kick myself in the ass for not moving by him almost two years ago. 

    Pet Names I prefer from EW are honey, baby, baby-girl, sweetheart, my love, babe, little one, & cupcake. 

    EW mostly calls me baby-girl, baby, & cupcake. When he tells me I'm HIS good girl, it makes me melt & smile. I love that He calls me baby-girl. It makes me feel special. Nobody has ever called me that. 
    EW makes me feel things I have never experienced. I love Him so much. When I hear EW s voice or I get a text from him, my heart flutters and I feel safe, just in His presence in my life. EW promises He is never going to let me go. When He tells me that I get all gooey. I really feel like I have met The One. 

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