Wooow! It's been so long since I posted to this blog! 
UPDATE!
EW & I are no longer together; haven't been for about three months now. I have been with a great man who I am now engaged to but I am only half-assed living my lifestyle. 
Once in a while, NS will engage in it with me but not often. I have yet to be the sub in this relationship. I guess that is what I get for getting into a relationship with a masochist & a slave!
I am on the hunt for a Dom/Daddy/teacher for short-term, training only. NS would never let me go for a D/s relationship outside of ours. I think though that if I learn from an experienced Dom, maybe I (or He) can teach NS how to be a good Dom to me.