Day 24: Blog Suggestion from Daddy: Biggest Fear About Being in a BDSM Relationship

I don't have too many fears. I am pretty prepared. I do fear a few things. I fear that once I'm in it, I'm not going to like some of the things that sound good to me now. I fear that I might forget my safe word during a scene & just say no, which will not make EW stop whatever He is doing & I will end up pushed beyond what I can handle although, EW is very intuitive. I can text Him & without even seeing my face, He knows when it's not a good day. 

I think my biggest fears are losing people when they find out. I have a lot of friends & family & I'm afraid some of them won't understand. I'm afraid that if I try to explain our dynamic, my friends will think I'm weird & I will lose them. I'm afraid that my family & friends will think He forced me into the lifestyle & try to get me away from Him, which won't happen. I guess what other people think is probably my biggest fear. That & not having people I can actually talk to about the good & bad things that have to do with our relationship, besides EW.