30 Days of Confessions - Day 29

Day 29: Second day with Daddy

We head back to Virginia today. I have to say I'm a little sad. I'm going to miss my friends at school.

The sex in itself is phenomenol but He is kind of lacking in the foreplay department. This morning, I was going to wake Him up with a blowjob & I was trying to play with Him to get Him a little harder & He rolled over & turned His back to me. I got out of bed because I don't like cuddling with backs. It makes me feel less important to Him.

I got a little bit of force out of Him last night but hardly. I even expressed how much I liked it when He did it but He stopped quick. He forced my legs off of Him & apart but after that, the force stopped. He grabbed my hands & I had to move my arm so that my wrist was in His grip instead of my fingers. That didn't seem to do much either.  He ran his hand down my body & across my throat & it turned me on but when I expressed that to Him, it didn't even seem like He heard me. "Daddy" just seems to get Him off so I try not to say it too much. I had to beg Him to finish pleasing me after He was finished last night.

I want my legs to shake, I want to see bruises on my wrists & anywhere else, I want GOOD oral sex. I'm not expecting anything anymore. Honetly, what has He given me to expect?