Day 3: My stories about masturbation and losing my virginity

      I'm going to start with losing my virginity. I was eleven. My mom had just kicked my dad out of the house & went away for the weekend with her new boyfriend. My sister, brother & I were supposed to stay with our grandparents but I convinced my grandpa to let me stay home by myself. I was chatting online with a guy from the southern part of the state & we had made plans to meet. I told him I was 16. My best friend at the time & I went to meet him at the gas station across the highway from the trailer court I lived in & rode with him back to my house. He brought beer & we had a little candlelit picnic in the living room. After a few beers, the three of us went back to my mom's bedroom. My best friend gave him a backrub so I left the room. She came out into the living room about 15 minutes later & said he wanted me so I went back to my mom's room. He gave me a backrub & started to kiss on me. I rolled over & kissed him on the mouth. He put his hand up my shirt & being a virgin, I started to get a little scared. He calmed my fears, kissed all the way down my body & ate my pussy. It was fantastic! He came back up & kissed me & that is when he started fucking me. I was in ecstacy. I didn't know what was really going on; just that it felt great & I didn't want it to end. He only lasted a few minutes but to my young, virgin body it felt like hours. We had sex two or three times more that night. He left the next morning & I never heard from him again. 

      I think I was masturbating before I lost my virginity. I remember nights of sitting online at late hours while my mom slept & my dad was out drinking & talking dirty with people. I was young. I didn't really know what I was doing. I remember using the microphone for our computer as my first "toy." After I lost my virginity, I didn't maturbate again until I was 17 & in a long distance relationship. We would have phone sex almost every night. I stopped masturbating for years & started up again when I got married at 19. He taught me that masturbation wasn't gross like I thought. I learned from him that I didn't need to sleep around to have pleasure & if I learned what I liked, I could please myself. My number of sexual partners went way down after that & to this day, I am only sleeping with one man now but in the last couple years I've averaged only a few people a year. I thank my ex-husband for that