Day 8: BDSM

      I am VERY new to the BDSM community but I am learning very quickly, more & more, every day from EW. He is a wonderful teacher & mentor. Although we can't physically be together right now, it gives Him a chance to teach me verbally. He corrects me just like He would if we were physically together. He guides me, takes my best interests into consideration, helps me when I need it & comforts me when I need it too. 

      I became interested in BDSM almost six months ago to the day. I was [unknowingly] in a BDSM relationship with my ex-husband but we only played our roles in the bedroom. I didn't know anything of the BDSM community at that time, I was only 19. I learned a lot from my ex- Daddy physically that I never knew would come in handy in the future. I may feel like a fool sometimes calling EW "Daddy" over the internet or through text but I know for a fact, in the throughs of passion, it will come naturally.

      I am trying to condition myself to do it all the time right now but I forget a lot. EW doesn't have a problem with that. He doesn't correct me if I call him baby, sweetheart, babe, baby-cakes or honey bear. He likes those nicknames actually. He knows that I am still getting used to being in a DD/lg relationship & that it is going to take me some time to adjust. 

      I just can't wait for the next two weeks because EW & I are moving in together, forever. I love EW so much!