Daddy was supposed to come see me this weekend but the stupid IRS didn't send His roommate her taxes. She was going to give Him the money to come down here to be with me for the weekend since He used all of his money for bills and household stuff. Only four more weeks & my semester at school will be over then Daddy & I get to be together forever.

      He is going to pick me up on my last day of school, W/we are getting a hotel room for the weekend in Florida because Daddy has never been to the beach and have LOTS of Daddy/Little playtime. 

      I worry all the time about Daddy though. I worry about the distance & the loneliness. Daddy says He will never be unfaithful to me but I worry so much because I don't want to lose Him & I have been hurt a lot lately. 

      I am just over thinking things I guess. I hate being in little space when I have to be big. I have been in constant little space lately. Daddy's texts & Skypes are the only thing that keep me going through big girl world. I just can't wait until He is here so I can hold Him & snuggle Him.